I have a new camera. Everything is going right with life. Winner.

my camera got stolen

So I'm trying a different approach and perhaps (hopefully) a more beneficial one to my personal growth as a photographer. I'm going to be consistent. By which I suppose I should explain that I am going to do my damnedest to set up things in my life to challenge myself to grow as a photographer and not just kind of piddle around and take pictures that look mildly fancy. It all begins now so hold on tight we're in for a ride.

I NEED MODELS! now i have a couple issues with this. i need them but i dont have the money it takes to pay the models. as i am now living in chicago i dont know anyone like i did back home that i can snag and have them pose for me. any ideas as to how to find some models? i could try craigslist or onemodelplace.com i suppose (although onemodelplace.com costs money ew gross) anyways. on the other side of this i also need money/time/equipment to do things like this.

oh! something just struck me. i could (and this could be mildly envigorating) go to a convention of sorts and/or a sporting event. alright! now to find such a thing wooo

Well it has come down to the last few moments before i gather my rediculously heavy bags and head off to that windy city to live. my flight leaves at 7:05am and its 3:45am now (christ >_< so early hehe) my cat, Jynx, happier now that she resides with my mom rather than with thomas. she raised a huge fuss and apparently crapped all over thomas' bathroom walls ( teehee) i will be without internet for a while as i will be without a computer for a while (until i can get it shipped down) and without a tv! OHNOES! ill survive *sniff sniff* somehow *clenches fist*

well washington has definatly been a more exciting place since working at hollywood video. i've made amazing friends of which i really doubt there is an equal. (you guys... mmm.... kina kick ass) i learned about my true passion in life and what i want to do with my life. i found a love that is stronger than anything i have known and someone to share my life with. i have been sitting around wondering if there was going to be a moment if i was going to question my self; am i doing the right thing, will this work out, do i have a warm enough coat? and i have come to the realization that its not coming. i know this is what i want in life and i know that everything that is coming for me is going to be amazing.